Posts Tagged ‘Zoloft’


My period started bright and early this morning.

I knew it would.

I haven’t cried yet.

I took a whole blue pill instead of half.

I’m trying really hard not question God’s plan.

But I can’t help but ask,

Why not us?



My period started early yesterday morning.

29 days this time.

I shed a few tears,

but I felt okay.

I felt………..hopeful.

Maybe the acupuncture has something to do with this.

I don’t know.

Whatever it is – I’m rolling with it

because I’m feeling kinda good!

No PMDD symptoms at all yesterday.

None today either.

I did take half of a little blue pill this morning.

Although, I probably could have gotten away without taking it.

But I didn’t want to take a chance with the evil.

I feel good,

and I could definitely get used to this!

Because I felt like the F*@k You Up Fairy!

Because I felt like the F*@k You Up Fairy!

I took my first pill today.

My period,

Yeah I said it

Fuck that Aunt Flo bullshit

I’m a grown ass woman

I bleed

I have a PERIOD!

Unfortunately like clockwork

Every 32 days!!!

I usually have PMS a week before I bleed

Sometimes a few days before

But not usually the day of.


My period started this morning

I cried like I usually do

And then I went to work

And the rage started!

Uncontrollable rage.

Shug had to bring me a pill.


It worked

And it worked quickly.

As you can tell

I’m still a little bitchy

But trust and believe

I’m much better than I was earlier today!

I’ll take another tomorrow.

I don’t want the F*&k You Up Fairy to show up again!

Oh yeah,

Posted: December 17, 2008 in Uncategorized
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I forgot to mention.


When I mentioned how out of control my PMS has been.

And when I answered yes to all the screening questions.

My doctor prescribed Z.ol.oft for PMDD.

I’m only supposed to take it on my¬†out of control days.

I’ll see if it really works in about 11-14 days when the PMS usually kicks in.

I’m trying not to make a big deal out of this.

It’s for PMDD, not depression.

But damn.

It’s kind of hard not too.

It’s an

I’m trying to get the stigma out of my head.

I keep telling myself.

Get over it lady!

It’s just more “Seasoning”!