Archive for April, 2009


at the world right now.

It’s been a bad week.

PMDD in full fucking force.

I’m craving carbs & sugar.

I’m meaner than a hornet.

I’ve got a good bit of self pity going on.


I hold out hope that this just MIGHT  be my month.

All clues point to my period starting on Sunday,

if not earlier!

And I’m STILL hoping, wishing & praying that we’ll get lucky.

Why do I do this to myself?

This has to be a form of self-hatred.

I should have taken that  little blue pill this morning.



I want a baby in my belly.

That’s all.

shel-sydney-copyif Shug & I made a baby.

This picture always make me smile.

This is my great-niece Sydney.

He was so afraid to hold her,

he thought she was too small.

She was calm in his arms though.

She’s 13 months now.

Shug would be a great father.

Children love him.

I think it’s because he’s cuddly.

And even though the odds are stacked up against us;

I hope, wish and pray that we will become parents.

img00236-6I’m over the ick.

Thank God!

I had a great weekend.

Shug & I chilled.

Made the most of my fertile time.

Acupuncture on Saturday morning was AMAZING.

She changed one of my herbs after looking at my tongue.

It’s the one for circulation.

The new herb is a little stronger.

We went to the movies last night.

We saw the new J.a.son Sta.tha.m movie. V.ol.tag.e

Lots of action & hilarious at the same time.

So that’s it.

This week is starting out great.

And for that I’m thankful.

img00234But not really.

I’m still feeling icky.

The headache is still lingering.

The nausea & trots are gone.

But I still don’t feel well.

I can’t describe it.

I feel run down.

Whatever it is,

I hope it goes away



this is how I look today.

It started with headache last night.

I took Tylenol 3 to make sure it would away.

This morning the headache came back,

but it brought a friend with it…….


It’s CD 11,

so I know it’s not anything other than ickiness.

I wish it would go away though.

We did get some good news today.

Grandma is being released from the hospital.

She should be home now.

The pneumonia is clearing up,

and she is little more oriented than she was over the weekend.

They still don’t know why she was so disoriented.

Prayerfully she’ll continue to get better.

We’re home

Posted: April 13, 2009 in Family, Uncategorized
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img_1127Grandma is really sick.

Her CT scan was normal,

 but she’s talking out of her head.

She’s not really aware of what’s going on around her.

She also has pneumonia.

It’s hard to see her like this.

She’s always been independent,

even though she lost her sight at 78.

She’ll be in the hospital for a while,

and hopefully she’ll come out of this

and be back to her old ornery self.

Thanks for the prayers and well wishes.

Please keep them coming.