It’s just not our season…

2006 was a wonderful year for Shug and I. Everything seemed to go our way. It was our season. I think we took it for granted.  We have been working on several things all year and none of them have come to fruition.  Shug pointed this out in our clarifying conversation on October 12th.  He said “It’s just not our season”.  This past week I’ve been full of anxiety, waiting to hear some good news.   And once again, the news is not good.  As Shug says, “It’s just not our season”. I’m trying, God knows that I’m trying to remain positive. But it’s hard. It’s been a hard hard year and I don’t think that I can take anymore bad news. It’s been one thing after another and I’m done. God give me strength! When will it end?